SELECTIONS FROM AN UNFINISHED STORY BY LAGO LUCIA -- by Jack Ferencz

jack @ selfienation made this work from my piece [in progress]. thank you jack!!

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selected from lago lucia's blog, sorted alphabetically

'accessible but hidden'

'almost mechanically'

'arcing'

'belly'

'blood swims'

'blurry-eyed'

'brown ooze'

'calluses'

'camouflages'

'clenched'

'conifers'

'dangling filaments'

'dark'

'destroyed spider'

'drunk'

'felt'

'fuck'

'idly'

'maze'

'nesting material'

'orchard'

'oversize'

'panicking'

'pear trees'

'powerful adulthood'

'rattle'

'reddish'

'red-framed'

'scabs'

'scooped'

'scrabbling'

'shimmies'

'shiny'

'shit'

'small trench'

'successfully leap'

'sure'

'sweat'

'tacky mixture'

'tarpaper'

'tensile'

'terrarium'

'time wasted'

'tincture'

'they hope'

'thick curtains'

'unmarked'

'unusually noisy'

'wads'

who i am right now (9/21/12)

i am a queer white person

i am a person

i am a person who was a straight girl

i am a person who feels like those categories are obsolete now

i am a person who feels with their stomach and their heart

really deep, feelings resonating in guts 

who feels energy and amplitude coming out in a hot torrent

who wants to know if everyone feels that way

who couldn't be prescriptive about what's in a body

who desperately wishes unity was 

who eases into heterogeneity

slowly, throbbing like a cut foot in the warm bath

seeing difference like your own hands

blurry under water

slowly, at first because opening

your eyes stings