Sunday, March 30, 2008

when i was young

"I will never say that something is my favorite thing again unless i consider it and mean it. the whole idea of favoritism is redundant, as favorites change. fuck it, it's not even about that. instead of being about me this is secretly about everyone who says things that they don't mean; out of love, out of necessity, out of desperation and fear. it would be complete hypocracy, but i wish everyone would stop it. lies are lies are lies are lies. i will never be involved with somebody who would lie to me.

in all sobriety, it is interesting how much integrity the written word has lost. or, the word in general. there was a time when to swear your honor was to put your very life and mortal soul at stake for a cause- now what we say means nothing. is this inevitable as society begins its downshift into what will surely soon become a period of heavy regression? i only use the downfall of society as a point because i think it is obvious to everyone that that is what is going on at present. but, that said, how much can anyone be trusted to be honest? considering that we are of the iGeneration where indigo children and prodigies run rampant through the streets and it becomes easier and more recommended every day to disguise who you truly are, i don't think that honesty exists anymore. i see myself and everyone else i know moving through their spheres spitting and receiving mental garbage, and i cannot let it go. i don't consider myself a vehicle for social change, but it has grown to the point that i would rather isolate myself with artifacts from the past than continue participating in this culture of dishonesty."

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